Friday, June 11, 2010
don’t know if this is right at all but i will go for it because right now it’s what i need, not that i want it, but i need it, to keep my sanity from slipping away from me or at least the tiny bits that are left that keep me here with you. mind blank. sometimes i pretend to be other people because i don’t want to be myself because without you right here what am i worth? i feel so alone so i pretend i’m not me but i am her or her or even her and that brings me some sort of comfort i guess, but i don’t think it is entirely okay and i don’t think i’m pleasing anybody, not even myself anymore and that was the whole reasoning behind all of it but it does not matter because it’s all trash talk, as i said, without you here with me what am i worth? i’m holding on and never letting go.
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