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someone is going to just get up and leave. That they won’t be able to take you anymore, or that they just get sick of you. It’s not a good feeling when you think someone is using you or settling for you. That you are not actually the one they want. It’s not a good feeling when someone makes you feel so insecure and so left alone. It’s not a good feeling when someone has you tied up in knots, thinking about them twenty four hours a day, seven days a week. It’s not a good feeling when one word they say can affect your whole atmosphere and mood. It’s not a good feeling to know somebody can control your actions and your emotions and your capabilities. It’s not a nice feeling when you think someone doesn’t care about you. It’s not a nice feeling when you think someone is just making you wait in hope of something, when in reality there is nothing to actually be waiting for. It’s truly not a nice feeling to have these feelings. They take over your mind. They manipulate your abilities. They transform you. My point? I have none.