This is for you. What are you doing right now? Are you ok? Have you forgotten to do something? Think, you might have missed something important, it might have been there all along, you might just have not of noticed.
We love you and we hate you. We are constantly angry with you, and constantly proud of you, all your faults, all the things you do. Do something nice, live with empathy, be nice to everyone even if everyone has not been nice to you.
I am telling you, this is your life. Right now. Look around for a minute. Are you happy? Are you even close to happy? You have made all these choices that got you here. This is your life. You can do whatever you want to do. No one is forcing you. It is scary trying something new. All your friends look at you like "ew". I usually chicken out, so its okay if it happens to, i feel you.
Wake up early, sleep in late, go see a movie, flirt with someone thats way out of your league, fuck thier brains out. Take some chances, make it happen, get in the fucking zone.
Im not trying to tell you what to do, im just trying to say hi. These are the things ive been telling myself, for a long time. I really care about everyone when im being an asshole a good amount of the time. I love everyone even if i find most people not interesting.
Spend more time alone, turn off the television, get off the internet. You will lonely and as bored as hell. After a while of bitching and moaning you will be suprised at how much your life changes, do things you haven't done in years, those things you always mean to do.
But i am here. This is for you. If you want to talk, then talk.
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